so im pretty confused at this point in my life.. I have two realy sweet guys. I like them both alot.. one is 19, the other is 17.. i have a thing for older men.. i admit it.. Their names are Brendan “Skooter” Sloan, and Devin “Chip” Mongell. They both are amazing.. I guess ill just have to post something about Devin in order for you guy to help with my choice.. >.>
So, theres this guy and I’m crazy for him. he isn’t on this site so I know i safe here,. His name is Brendon Sloan. He has me listening to slow music and he has me smiling again. he means a lot to me.. He’s changed by perspective on life.. i no longer think god is harming me.. I trust everything he tells me.. for i know he will never do anything to hurt me… I’m not going to lie, i am tearing up at this point in this confession. He’s something else,.. something special.. He’s my best friend and i thin about him non stop.. he’s been there through all my ups and downs, all the boys who broke my heart, and all the drama between friends and family… I don’t know if this is love or just another stupid crush.. But i feel like he can change me… change my ways of fearing every guy I come in contact with in fear that they may hurt me one day… He had me at hello.. he sings to me when im feeling down.. and i sneak out to see him.. or just to hug him.. I love the way he tucks my hair behind my ears, and smiles as i moves it back.. I love the way he cradles me in his arms.. He makes me breathless.. He gives me butterflies.. a lot of them.. But i like them.. I think i love him.<3
Mac just sounds fresh.. You fall inlove with him, and his music. Its addictive.. almost as if theresa secret to what hes saying. hes young, you can relate to him.. You can understand what hes saying, its not just fast rap. some songs are calm and relaxing, but other can be fast and get you pumped.. he sings for just about everyone. <3 I am proud to say i am a true mac miller fan.<3 -Just another obsessed fan.
